Writing again, get in touch

In January 2021, I started something new. I’ve been writing adult audio scripts for Reddit’s GoneWildAudio community. It’s been going very well! If you aren’t familiar with NSFW audio scripts, it’s basically a voice actor (VA) narrates a story for the listener. I write my story in script format, and I give the actor directions, such as what tone of voice to use, when to pause, things like that. He can choose to do some improv lines, and he adds sound effects. It’s like listening to a sexy audio drama specifically for you.

Primarily I write M4F (a male narrator is speaking to a female listener), but due to popular demand, some of my stories have been re-written to F4M (a female narrator is speaking to a male listener).

I am working on my forty-fifth script (45!) and I’m currently working on a series of DnD stories.

DM OP, Please Nerf is a series of stand alone episodes, about a dungeon master and his favourite player. The premise is that the DM has homebrewed a series of small adventures, and wants the player to test-play the adventures. Each episode contains a way for the DM to turn the action in their roleplay game, into action in real life, where he seduces the player (the listener). I’m publishing part 6 this weekend.

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Writing again is very joyful!

Christina 💙

First story complete!

Yesterday I published my first completed fan fic, The Love That Can Be Reckon’d. It’s Star Wars (reylo) and it’s a dark fic, mind the tags. (The story is “restricted” which means you need an account on AO3 to view it, due to the subject matter.)

This is the first time I have ever completed a story, and I’m really excited! I’ve been writing for a long time, and I get lots of ideas, but often stumble in execution and consistency. It’s a very big deal to me that I’ve finally finished a piece.

I am still working on three other stories, my two main WIPs (one Labyrinth, one Star Wars) and a Star Wars reader-insert piece for fun.

When I started to write The Love That Can Be Reckon’d, I wanted a one-shot. Just a hot scene between Ben and Rey and a taboo. I discovered early-on that, while I really enjoy reading erotica, and I have a good imagination for it, I am not gifted at writing it. Writing erotica is very difficult for me.

What I am good at is writing little scenes.

Before I could write any erotica for this idea, I had to come up with a reason that Ben and Rey would wind up in bed together, so that’s what I started with. What is a scene that could start this story?

I choose the moment Rey begins to menstruate, because that’s a really difficult time in a young girl’s life. There is so much embarrassment and confusion. I thought back to my own experience with puberty, having to figure out the whole pads and tampons thing, reading the three page instruction manual about how these products could kill you. It was a lot.

I don’t plan to write humour into my stories, it just… sort of happens. I wish I wrote in a more serious tone, but when I’m trying to put myself in Ben’s headspace, trying to imagine his feelings, the words just come out, and it’s always snarkier than I wish.

I thought of a few more scenes. Wouldn’t it be difficult for an older brother to guide his little sister through this transition phase in her life? So that led to the scene in the bathroom, and the mall, and the lingerie store, before they head home where things take a darker turn.

When I realized this could not work as a one-shot, I focused on a few scenes that would be the build-up for their coming together. This story has never been just about Ben’s perversion, or whether or not Rey shares some of the blame. This story is based around a question: how would it affect you emotionally to take that path with your own brother or sister?

I assume people who read incest fan fiction find sex scenes hot, but before I could even craft that scene, I needed to work out for myself, how would they reach that point? I learned I just can’t jump into the erotica scenes when I am writing. I need a backstory to work up to it. I need it to understand the characters I’m writing, before they take their clothes off. Maybe the next time I want to do a one-shot, I might try writing the backstory for myself, then just publishing the one erotic scene, although that feels like I’m ripping my readers off from something they would enjoy.

How do you do one-shots? I’d love to hear from you.